Health & Happiness.

This week I did something that I never thought I would actually do, I only went and joined the bloody gym!

fc2a9607d32b3cbd6bdee811e662aa81So, I’m all for self love etc etc. this is of course extremely important especially in a society where you are expected to fit into certain boxes to be deemed attractive, and I can not stress enough that this whole expectation has not had even the slightest influence on my decision to work out.

As someone who has spent the majority of their life wanting to cry every time I looked in the mirror, someone who was rejected by boys I liked on the basis that I was ‘too ugly’, someone who was bullied throughout what feels like my entire school life, I have always had the strongest feelings of hatred towards my body, as I’m sure many of you have. These feelings have been conjured up by the media and what they portray as ‘beauty’ and only recently have I done a complete one eighty and have embraced my body’s rebellion against society’s expectations.

In the last year or so, I feel like I have reached my ‘final form’ so to speak and I’ve developed a way of dressing that suits my body type, fits into my style and allows me to feel comfortable at any occasion. Corr I sounded like an advertisement for some shaping underwear just then….Anyway, I have learnt to appreciate my curves and learn how to emphasize them in all the right ways. So, why have I joined the gym?

I have joined the gym for a few different reasons, the first one being the most obvious; health. The women in my family who I seem to take after physique-wise, were all quite barrel-like and many of them have experienced health problems due to this. On top of this, I have scoliosis which has been known to worsen when a person gains a significant amount of weight, also I’m just generally REALLY unfit and would like to walk up three flights of stairs without feeling like all the oxygen has been removed from the world.

The second reason I have started working out is for my own happiness. So, I am aware that I will always be a curvy lady and I’m completely, 100% okay with that however, I would really love it if certain parts of my body could be slightly less jelly-like and more toned. I have a huge butt, seriously, and I am actually quite happy with that but it wobbles just a tad too much for my liking.

The third and final reason is for my mental health. Joining the gym has given me an extra hobby and something to do when I’m bored; luckily the gym is just down the road from me and is open 24/7 so I can pop along whenever I fancy. Once I have completed a gym session there is a feeling of achievement and my mind is often a lot more refreshed and clearer. I can not stress enough how great it is for everyone to partake in activities that work towards an end goal, it can be the boost that everyone needs.

Most gyms will offer day passeswhich is what I did as a taster, so if you fancy giving it a go I can not recommend it enough. I often find it hard to get motivated to exercise but I have found that going with a friend can really spur me on and make the whole experience more relaxed and a right giggle.

I’m looking for new routines so let me know if you have any, I would love a bit of variety! Maybe I will also update you all on my progress.

B.Viper

Talking ’bout my Generation.

Generations are a strange thing. I personally find that I perhaps don’t fall onto the stereotypes of my peers and weirdly enough, I don’t seem to be the only one. I wanted to take the opportunity within the next few weeks to explore some thoughts about my generation, good or bad.

Following on from my political outburst a couple of days ago, one of the most prominent ideas floating around lately is that our generation’s participation in the recent general election has caused a huge effect on the results and turnout. Although we most certainly cannot take all the credit, it is still something to be be proud of.

The politics in this country has caused a division between the generations and our political stances are separated by age (with the exception of some, of course). It’s interesting that when discussing the recent general election with my friends and colleagues, it seems to be a reoccurring theory that as a person ages, they tend to sway more towards the right wing however, I’m not entirely sure that I agree with this theory.

This election has seen a huge improvement in young and old working together to achieve results that will better the lives of everyone. The party policies focused on points that affected all ages such as; the NHS, Brexit, Taxes etc. and through the power of social media, people were able to share their stories and educate each other, which resulted in increased empathy for generations other than our own.

Not only did we see different age groups coming together, I also noticed that even classes seemed to be on the same wave length. Living in Brighton, I am often surrounded by the Middle Class. Although I am someone who would love for us to live in a classless society, I tend to consider myself Working Class however, I have an awful lot of friends who come from a Middle Class background. The amazing thing about the recent general election was that it became more and more apparent as the campaign went on, that for the majority of us, class did not matter. We were pulling together and fighting for issues that effected everyone, regardless of class, and that is how it should be!

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So, back to the point that I was trying to make. In previous years, our generation have been seen as lazy, selfish and quite frankly stupid. The government and the media have completely underestimated this generation and it feels great! There has been a noticeable rise in youngsters attending protests and everywhere I turn I can see or hear my peers discussing politics. As someone who has always had an interest in politics, I am revelling in the fact that I can actually hold decent conversations with my friends and for once they genuinely have an opinion on the topic, huzzah!

We may have not had a total breakthrough, but we have certainly made a good start and I truly hope that my generation continue to fight for the things that really do matter.

For the many, not the few.

Let’s Get Liberal.

**On a quick note before I get into the subject that this post was originally intended for, I just wanted to make a little public announcement to some of my followers to advise you all that, unfortunately, I will be ‘quitting’ YouTube. If you would like an explanation then let me know but, I will no longer be creating YouTube videos.**

Hello, hello! I’m back in action and it feels great to be posting on my blog again. If you have been one of the few people that have stuck around, I cannot thank you enough and hopefully I will now be able to deliver the things that you hung around for.

Today I wanted to talk about a subject that means a lot to me and is a very hot topic currently, and that is politics. I am extremely passionate about politics, to the point where I drive my nearest and dearest up the wall yabbering on and at any opportunity I will delve head first into a political debate.

18953006_10154715144113660_1419903330712644075_n.jpgAs the majority of you are probably aware, the UK has just undergone a rather rapid and spontaneous general election. Our current Prime Minister, Theresa May called upon this election to make a point. She wanted to prove that the people are behind her and she believed that her party, the Conservatives, would win the election by a majority of more than one hundred seats. WHAT A FOOL SHE IS. Yes, the Tories were the party that gained the largest amount of votes however, they lost their majority with Labour gaining an extra thirty seats to the previous election. The election resulted in a hung parliament and we are currently held in a strange place where the UK is unsure what is going to happen next. There are talks of the Conservatives joining up with the DUP to gain a majority however, this does not seem favourable by the public as the DUP are a party that is known to be against a lot of basic human rights i.e gay marriage and abortion.

It seems that Jeremy Corbyn, the leader of the Labour party, is still rallying his troops and continuing the fight for a fairer Britain. Jezza is determined that he will become Prime Minister in the near future and with more and more people joining his cause, everyday he seems to get one step closer.

So, where do I stand on all this? As you have quite possibly realised already by this point, I’m a UKIP supporter. HA ONLY KIDDING. I am very much cemented to the left hand side, and I don’t intend to budge. Loony lefty, Social Justice Warrior, call me whatever but I am all about that Labour Liberty baby!

Friday morning I woke up with a feeling of  anxiety that I hadn’t felt in a very long time. The uncertainty was an intense feeling and although I had ensured that I didn’t get my hopes up, there was still a small part of me that was gripping on to some kind of hope that I would wake up to the best news possible. Unfortunately, as expected, the election did not turn out how I would have liked but, it wasn’t all bad.

This election saw a huge rise in voters and a large proportion of that was due to young people actually choosing to stand up and fight for their future! This made me so unbelievably proud of my generation, I have always found myself attempting to convince my peers that their votes matter and it turns out all that was needed to get them motivated was a down-to-earth leader who genuinely cares about their rights. Jeremy Corbyn is that leader.

Like the majority of my family, I have always been Labour and now even more so with Jezza in charge. I’m even seriously considering becoming a member of the Labour party myself! Call me foolish, but I can genuinely see a big change happening in the way this country is run and hopefully one day we will have a society that I’m happy to raise children in.

Anyway that’s enough for now, let me know your thoughts and feelings on the election, even if your opinions differ from my own, I always love a healthy debate! You can also expect a lot more political posts from me in the future.

JC4PM.
For the many, not the few. 

Return of the Viper

I’m such a slacker. I cannot express how annoyed I am at the fact that I haven’t posted on here since March 26th! Dearie me, what a let down. However, I am back and I really do plan to stick to it this time. I can tell you are all desperate to hear what I have been up to, so here goes.

Firstly, and probably the most important thing that has occurred in my life lately is that I have a new job! Yep, you heard me right, I am no longer working at Lush. You are probably thinking thumb_IMG_1801_1024that I’m mad to give up that job, but in all honesty when it really comes down to it, working at Lush is just a retail job and I’m really not the biggest fan of retail work. Three years was a pretty good run with the company and I made some fun memories of course, but the time came where I needed to move on. Now heres the exciting part; I am now working for St John Ambulance as part of their events team! I am loving my new job and the hours are much better suited to me. As someone who writes, blogs, makes videos and all the other things I attempt to cram into my life, it’s great for me to have my evenings and weekends free.

My novel writing is going well. I now have a concrete plot-line and characters. I spent some time putting together a concrete plan and I re-discovered my motivation for writing. Expect a finished first draft by the end of this year!

My YouTube videos have been extremely successful and enjoyable lately. I am making mainly book related videos, I feel that this makes more sense as it is a subject that I am passionate about and can talk about for hours. It also ties in well with my book writing and I’m using YouTube to document my novel writing. Bex Viper on YouTube

I have started a book club! It’s something I have wanted to do for so long now and I finally took the plunge. It’s still early days but there has been tons on interest, so I’m pleased. If you would like to join the book club then follow this link: Books Bloody Books

I don’t have much else to add on here other than the fact that I did go sober for a month! It was the detox that I needed however, now I’m back on the occa17799093_10206782950252823_1817104917970282624_nsional gin, of course. The plan is to keep up with this blog, using it to document things that interest me, things I want to express and just a place to post general ramblings.

Thanks for reading this rather pointless post and I’ll be back soon!

Fiends Forever

As I’m sat here preparing myself to watch The Walking Dead, I thought I would talk a little bit about my love of horror. It’s about time you got to know me!

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If you hadn’t realised by now, I love all things creepy, gory and genuinely anything that your average person would cringe at. I have always had an interest in the supernatural and anything ghoulish and this became more apparent when I was in junior school. I would find myself creating ‘ghost clubs’ and constantly researching about the supernatural and discussing it with my friends, regardless of how terrified they would get. I specifically remember a book in the school library about ghosts that I used to read over and over; I wish I could still remember the name of it!

Luckily for a weirdo like me, I had a best friend who was equally as weird (YES ELLIE, I’M LOOKING AT YOU!). We would spend so much time talking about things that most youngsters would have no interest in. We would love scaring ourselves and would often encounter supernatural experiences together. Now, there is a very likely chance that there was a logical reason for all of these goings on and that we just hyped each other up to the point where we thought we saw/heard something, or perhaps it was genuinely real as I’m fairly sure some things I have experienced have been real.In the future I would like to talk more about my spooky experiences because I personally love hearing other people’s ghost stories.

So, from quite a young age, Ellie and I would watch horror films together. I specifically remember watch Hide and Seek, Final Destination and When a Stranger Calls together. I also, from a young age, had an obsession with witches, an obsession which still stands today and I honestly have no idea where this obsession came from. When I was younger my parents would always tell me that monsters and ghosts etc. weren’t real however, as I got older I actually discovered that my mum believes a lot more than she let on; what a little liar right!tenor

As I got older, more and more horror was introduced to my life; Vampires, Zombies, Werewolves, Ghosts, Witches, you name it. Then around the age of fifteen/sixteen I discovered the world of serial killers. It all began with an unhealthy interest in Jack the Ripper and progressed from there.

Nowadays, I’m well known amongst friends and family for living and breathing halloween and horror. I love the films, the books, the television programs and I especially love true life creepy stories. I can’t help it.

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What Makes a Writer?

The other night I had a dream. I mean, to be fair, I dream every night and usually remember them however, this dream really got me thinking; at what point in my life do I become a writer?

In my dream, I was having a debate with my friends after they had told me that I wasn’t allowed to call myself a writer. My dream friends believed that unless you had a piece of writing ‘professionally published’ then you could not call yourself a writer. They also believed that to claim this title, you had to write for your living. Now, this got me thinking; I technically declare myself a writer, is this okay?

Currently, I do not write for a living. This is definitely not an ideal situation for me as I’m desperate to pursue a career in writing and hopefully one day I will have achieved that and, fingers crossed, I will have published works available to purchase. I will of course, continue to work towards this goal.

I write almost every day, whether that’s a blog post or working on my novel so, I would class myself as a writer; even though it feels almost like a hobby to me as I get so much enjoyment out of it. When working on my book the goal is to get it published one day and make some money from it, so surely this is also work?

I guess I have essentially given myself the title of ‘Writer’ and luckily I’ve not had anyone question it, but I’m still unsure whether this is deemed as acceptable in the writing community.

What do you guys think?

YA Rantings.

I have been struck down by some lurgy virus! I’m guessing this is my punishment for returning to work and trying to get on with my life…heh heh. Basically, I would rather be talking about this over on my YouTube however, my face and voice are both not camera friendly right now.

Today I want to talk about YA. YA is an abbreviation for Young Adult which, surprise surprise, is the title used for books that are aimed at young adults!

I want to start off by saying that I have not a single issue with YA, if it wasn’t for certain YA books, *cough* Twilight *cough*, I would not be so passionate about reading today. I have spent years delving in and out of the YA world from horror to contemporary to dystopian and I still have what feels like a never-ending pile of these books on my shelf however, I am beginning to feel that they will never be read.

Recently, whilst working on my novel, I hit a bit of a wall. I kept going over the paragraph I had just written and  was far from satisfied with it. After what felt like the millionth re-read I hit save and decided to take a time out. When I find myself deep in a creative block, there are a few things that I do in an attempt to inspire me; I read, watch something, listen to music, or, as I did that day, I watch YouTube videos; more specifically, Booktube videos. Booktube is essentially just the area of YouTube where creators will share their thoughts on books, discuss their most anticipated reads, their TBR (to-be-read) pile etc. etc.

So as I was watching Booktube videos something twigged. The Booktube world is FULL of YA. Now, this is not particularly a bad thing as it encourages youngsters to read which I think is such a wonderful thing however, I noticed that the majority of books I have been reading or purchasing were recommended by Booktubers therefore there tends to be a slight theme in that they are all Young Adult novels. Here lies my issue.

The realisation hit that these books that I had been reading were having an effect on my writing and I was essentially writing a Young Adult book. This may be completely fine for some however, as a twenty two year old, I have decided that I would like my novel’s main audience to be adults and would love for it to read with a sense of sophistication.

This was the moment where I deleted my work and decided to start from scratch; crazy I know, but at the time this is what seemed like the best decision for me and it’s working out pretty well so far. With the idea in mind that I would like to change my writing style, I began to edit my to-be-read list and picked up some books that were slightly more complex in language and story line. I have already began to notice the change in my writing and genuinely enjoy these books a lot more as I felt that YA was beginning to fall a bit short in my honest opinion. I am not in any way saying that I will never read another YA novel, but for now I’m changing things up a little and it’s given me my reading mojo back!

If you are also sick of YA BookTube then just do a little Google and you will find lists recommending non-YA booktubers. Also, as you may know, I have been slightly changing the content on my YouTube so that I can use it as a platform to talk about things that interest me, including books! My first bookish video is on The Shining and I’ll leave it below.

Thanks for reading, if you know any great blogs or YouTubers that review books then let me know!

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